Years ago before cell phones, I would check my answering machine, hoping I would receive a call that would change my life: a job that would take me out of state, a friend calling to introduce me to an incredible man, etc.
Each time I would check my messages (several times a day) I would be disappointed that nothing big was waiting for me.
“If only….” “When will ….” My happiness was in opportunities hands and opportunity was not knocking.
Today I woke in a foul mood- not sure why. I did not work on myself and continued my day. I went through the day being polite, carrying out my responsibilities. But the universe found a way to accommodate my mood and gave me something to really be angry about.
I went to a gathering at a friend’s house. I saw her immediately and I knew she was trouble. I introduced myself. But, I went beyond being social and tried to engage her. I was like a moth to a flame. I needed her. It was like I could not control myself. My attention was on her above all others in the room.
In the end she was mean to me, I mean really mean. Mean like gym class in middle school.
You can not escape your state. Your state is mirrored. There is no call coming in that will really change your life because your life comes from how you view life.
Next time you get into with someone ask yourself where you looking for trouble and the universe was just willing to accommodate?
Colby Wilk, Spiritual and Theta Healer, Heal Through Spirit, Seattle WA