About Colby
Spiritual Guide • Intuitive Teacher • Psychic Healer • Energetic Healer
I was not raised to like myself or love myself. Accepting myself was off the table. But I was called to evolve, to open, and to unfold. Maybe like you.
I am not here to tell you who to become. I am here to help you stop becoming someone else.
My Beginnings
Raised in a tumultuous family, I was diagnosed in elementary school with learning disabilities so severe my family did not think I would ever live on my own. Although I learned to adapt, the “moron” label stuck with me, and my self-esteem took another hit when I realized I was gay.
I hid who I was from myself and others. Instead of accepting myself, I set out to accomplish. I went to college, graduated cum laude, earned a master’s degree from NYU, and went on to run award-winning self-development programs that were featured on PBS. I would prove my value by helping others find what I could not find for myself: worthiness.
My Journey
Despite success, I continued to feel sad, lost, and without purpose. I went to therapy, read countless books on self-help, sat at the feet of many spiritual teachers, shamans, and healers, and received training from Landmark, the Strozzi Institute, Core Energetics, Linda Ceasar, and Pat Fields. I became certified in multiple disciplines, including hypnosis, NLP, Theta Healing, Reiki, and Qi Gong.
My efforts to heal myself through spiritual healing, energy healing, and every modality I could find were sincere and relentless, but nothing brought the deep, lasting relief I longed for.
My Awakening
As I was weaving together different approaches and philosophies, I discovered something profound within myself: an intuitive gift. I could sense what was unspoken. I could feel the deeper pattern beneath someone’s circumstances. I could sense where a person was protecting themselves from the truth that would help them move forward.
When I turned this gift inward, I saw myself more clearly. I saw how much of my life had been built around proving, adapting, helping, and trying to become acceptable. I had spent years trying to heal myself, but I was still trying to get free through the same self I had learned to be.
I do not want to bullshit you. I have not arrived. I do not live in some perfected state of peace and light. But I have emerged enough to recognize myself.
That changed everything.
I stopped trying to become someone better. I stopped applying other people’s solutions to my life. I began becoming more fully myself.
A Word About Words
What I do is admittedly difficult to articulate in written words.
The easiest way to understand what I do is to reflect a minute on when you sensed something was happening or about to happen even though no one had said anything. Or you sensed something fundamental about someone even though that person had not articulated it.
That is my gift—having an intuitive feel. I just have it on steroids.
Now, I walk alongside others as a spiritual guide, intuitive teacher, psychic healer, and energetic healer, blending spiritual insight, energetic healing, and grounded support to help people hear what the larger part of them is saying through the very place where life will not open and move.
The good news is that I do not ask you to learn a new language or vocabulary to work with me. All you have to do is talk about what you feel, or do not feel. Bring what is not opening, what is not moving, the chapter that will not open. I listen with my gift, my training, and my ability to sense what is underneath the surface. We follow that.
You change. Your life follows. You emerge.